Politically Incorrect

There is a certain someone I’m missing in my life. I am alone at the moment and perhaps that makes it even worse. It’s been more than a year and I’ve been so used to giving that certain someone so much space in my life that now that person is not there, in that place, I don’t know what to do of all that freed up space, and time. Maybe, it is something that I wished for sometimes, but I’m not really for it. There is a sense of blankness, the empty void within. Clean, pure emptiness. And I’m gaping in the void to find that certain someone. Where are you? Hello…?

22 February, 2009, 5:17 AM ~ 31 March 2009 | 20 April, 2009

Feels like I am living my life with milestones. And that is freaking me out. The worst thing is the waiting game; the time you have to wait to reach a milestone. There is deperation, the agony, the pain inside. The contentment is still not there when you achieve, because there is still a long way to go.. and you somehow get the feeling that you’re late. Or maybe it doesn’t matter anymore. But it’s important to be there, just for the sake of it; you’ve longing for so long to be there. Just to be there… just to have that feeling of being there, whether it matter now or not, the feelings matters. Be there, please!